ok. decided to solve my problem earlier. but it was unsuccessful. those reading this pls do not tell anyone. at first i felt really nervous. but right now, it really hurts... i dunno how am i going to move on. i thought by knowing the truth will solve my problem, but no! it has just gotten worse. real worse. now i do not even noe if i could hold a pen up in tmrw's exam. it really hurts. but i hope that it will not spoil our friendship. and i wish her good luck, i respect her choice. for those who are reading this post, pls try to cheer me up this few days. i really need them. thanks